Gosh, where do I start?

I've had a rough year... to say the least. I seperated, and divorced my husband of 15 years. I met a sweet man, and fell madly in love. Just when I thought life was great again, my brother got sick... my only brother, my baby brother... I could never even put into words how close he and I were. Shane was his name. In the span of 6 weeks, he went from a healthy, in shape 40 year old, to going home to be with Our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Shane had soft tissue sarcoma... We got  the diagnosis a week before he passed. So unfair, so hard to take!!